you know how much I love you. I never dared to dream about you choosing me as a partner. But you did, and I still can't really believe it.
I remember clearly how I met you for the first time. I was fascinated by you right away. But I couldn't tell you at this moment....It was a one-sided love, with just a very small hope, that you would feel the same for me.
But finally I proposed to you! However, you couldn't give me your answer at that day, you wanted to think about it, for two long weeks... You can't image how nervous I was! Would you like me? Is there somebody better than me? Would our story end before it ever has begun?
And then...the day has come. At three o clock in the morning (stupid time difference from Germany to Korea) you have written me an e-mail.... You wanted to try it, you wanted to start a relationship with me. I was so happy to scream out loud, but the rest of my family was sleeping, so I had to go crazy silently (미치 GO!).
Since then we had a wonderful time! I admit, we also went through little fights, like every couple experiences it, but all in all I'm still so glad to be with you!
But I have to say, you are giving me a hard time right now. You want to test me during the next week, if I am still good enough for you, if not, you will put your eyes on somebody else.... Because of you my days are just learning and learning and learning, to reach your level.
I can't eat breakfast, cause I'm thinking of you.
I can't eat lunch, cause I'm thinking of you.
I can't eat dinner, cause I'm thinking of you.
I can't sleep at night, cause I'm hungry.
I don't wanna loose you! So please, I know that you are very demanding, but don't turn away from me easily, don't forget the time we spent together!
Forever in love,
your Jessie
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